Youll never scream so loud

lets write a musical

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F U C K
FUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKUFUCKFUCKFUCKJSDOFIJSDOFIOI!!!!
well it was bound to happen?
i got caught? not in the act or anything.
but now my parents know i smoke the dank.
bye bye car.
they said they were "DISAPPOINTED" and all that BULLSHIT. fucking horse shit man.
whatever.
sooner or later, theyre not gonna want to drive me everywhere. come monday morning when school starts, HAHAH as if theyre gonna want to drive me to school at 7 in th emorning.
BUT THE QUESTION IS!!!
do i stop?
will they really drug test me as they have so emptily threatened??
PERHAPS i should just transfer my love for ganja onto alcohol?
hahah then it shall be all their fault when i have an alcohol addiction my age 17.
So i cant spend the night Anywhere.
they think i try to spend the night places to Cover up things.
so yea, that sucks.
my mom was all "When our friends found out their daughter was abusing drugs, they shipped her away to a military school for a year. i think thats what we should do to you.
I LAUGHED IN HER FACE.
ABUSING>?!?
that woman is REDICULOUS!!
oh well.
maybe this is all a dream>
oh hhh well.
ill find my ways around it.
perhaps ill just do salvia and shrooms. hahahah those dont show up on drug tests.
fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck
umm missyy let it bump...
these mother fuckers cant hold me down!!
oh well.
bye

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AHHhhh went to FOB tonight with greg and adriannnn. so much fun.
so gym class heroes turned out to be soooo much better than i ever could have dreamt. and they played cupids chokehold!! that made me so happy. i swore that singer was staring me down! haha with his crazy ass movements and expressionns.
didnt really care for the acadamy is..
midtown was REally good. i liked when they slowed it down and it got all melodic! and those harmonies!! my gosh. just beautiful.
So some reason tonight fall out boy wasnt at their greatest. at least it didnt quite compare to the last show. i think it was patricks vocals. couldnt quite hear him, and they were kinda fuzzy or something. hahah i love pete and mike's roundhouse kicks while jumping around. hahah. oh my gosh and then when pete cussed out those guys who were being jackasses and kicked them out. i wonder if they really left...haha
so i dunno, it was an incredibly fun show, but i guess the sound was just off a lil bit for fob.
met travis the singer of gym class heroes after. haha and bought a sweatshirt from their Hella black band memeber. haha i was $3 short but he didnt care! score. alrighty well im off.
whatta night whatta night

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man, its so sad that aarons gone. even though we didnt have out with him on a regular basis, im still gonna miss him. hahah i saw last night how when he was over here for that little party, he wrote him name on the snowboarding posters. haha. last night was fun though, didnt get a really good goodbye, but hopefully he shall come back to visit at least.

yayy danielas getting her nose pierced today, fun stuff. i still need to go get my belly pierced. haha.

man i wanna go shopping with my mom. but i dont think shell be in the mood today. plus im stinky, i need to shower.

oh man, how HOT was eric last night. buhhUhh. schWIngg! and his blasted girlfriendd. pah!

well thats it, i kinda like the weather right now. i feel like being lazy all day, well until Tonight of course.

good day.

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man i havent been updating much at all lately!

just ONE more week til spring break. man i gotta do welL! third quatah grades will be determined by this week. snap! i better study for espanol thenn.

this weekend was nice. julians was very fun and chill. nice vibes there.
saturday night-WHOLE LOTTA NOTHING! oh my! we still made it fun.

sean came home for a while yesterday. i had fun driving him to folsom to check out his car which got broken in too at the dealership! haha his tires and rims are all gone! but at least the dealership will have to pay for all $5000 of that.

man i drove everywhere this weekend!!

i gotta do hella community service over spring break! yeaaa me and mimi

ahh my dad just say me typing on my lj and kept questioning me about ittt. yikes.

well i dont know what elsee. goodday

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Soo went to fahter daughter tonight. actually had a lot of fun! haha
what have i been up too? eh no too much, man i cant even remember what i have done since the last time i updated. urgh.
man o man swim practice is hard. but i gotta just learn to stick with my commitments! sheesh. oh well.
its the weekend, but i feel like i should concentrate more on school work. BUT I DUN WANNA!

hahah i just remembered how funny community lunch was wednesday. hahahah. YOU CAN TOUCH US ANYTIME AFTER N9NE! lol

im excited about the dance next friday. haha thats weird. but i am! I JUST WANNA DANCE!!

and in 2 weeks im going snowboarding with my bro and all his friends, and myi parents..haha. but still that shall be fun boardning with devin bitesize and ben.

Doo Do dooO i dont know waht else.

man..hot bassist has a ugly fat drunken girlfriend...i think? meh. hahah ok well, not like ive even met him...but this shall change....hahah along with his jeans after i make him cream in them. hahah that was a good one.

TOMORROW IT WILL HAVE BEEN 2 WEEKS SINCE I HAVE last prayed to the almighty cheeba god. oh gosh so tempting. but im finally repaying my debt and DDing tomrrow. yippee. at least smellyy will keep me company, then hopefully we can always play catch-up.

fuck i really wanna bone that hot bassist. lol. quit dreamin! hahah im stupid. oh well

i am still amazed i had genuine fun with my daddio tonight. sweet. too bad mimi and her dad didnt go :( hahahhaha

night guys

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helloo

going to pick up my bro today at SMC, leaving pretty soon. were going out to dinner with him and his friends and change of events adora, bitesize will now be joining!! haha yay.

umm this weekend was fun.
hahah steve was so funny last night, lipsyncing to himself and spontaneously dancing. haha im glad you came over to play dora.
i wonder if draco got laid? lol

umm fuck. TANYA WHEN ARE WE GOING TO DO OUR STORY BOOK THING?!? yikes!! haha its due tuesday. umm perhaps she will extend the due date?? lol. prolly not. shit umm i suppose we can work on it at E block or someting. hmm shit i dunno.

well i dunno what else. byee guys.

p.s. I love the weather right now. its sprinkling yet its still warm and i love that its overcast. makes me happy

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i havent done this in a while
haha this week has been, funny. i have found myself laughing a lot. at lindsay puckett, with dora during dry land, with daniela kicking backpacks. haha i dunno

finally started swim! man am i gonna be sore tomrrow.

but thats ok cuz tomorrows SOMETHIng corporate! yay!!

hmm i dont nkow what else to say

yay best tomorrow shooww fridayy. woo hoo

haha so i have anger management problems? perhaps i should get that assessed.

haha well im gonna go read and try to get to bed early again tongiht.

yay parents gone friday morning and early afternoonn. no escuelllaa for meee! yay. well lindsay i guess that means i shall invite over ever guy i know and fuck him and further spread my herpes HUH?! hahahah but hey, ill be inviting you as well.

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GUYS IM GOING LAST MINUTE TO TAHOE THIS WEEKEND~!!!

it hsould be funnn, im going with my brother and his friend burgg. then a bunch of his friends are gonna meet up with us tomorrow i supposee. lots of drinkinngg like usual

TANYA IM SORRY IM GOING TO MISS YOUR MEETT!! :( do well, make me proud!
puckett, sorrryyy i cant go to your birthday now eitherr.
depending on the conditions though, i may come home early.

have fun in sac! bye guys

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yea so i never really talked on the assmebly in depth yesterday. but yea, i dunno, the statistics are just really sad. and of course i want to be like 'well it cant happen to be' but yea..thats pretty cliche i suppose?
meh, anyways, she was a really good speaker.



i love schedule 3!! ive been home for houuursss. i went and got togos. came home and ate with my dad. went to tower records. got a cd and the ap with sensesfail on it. hahah the cashier was a black guy from england. haha he was cool, when i left he was all "have a chippuh (chipper) day!" hahah


so this entry was nothing meaning ful. haha oh well. yay i dont have to do homework today cuz we dont have classes tomorrow!! yipee!!

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AHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!




SEX

IS

BAD!!!!!!!




she has ruined everything for me!! hhahah

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AYYYE POPPY CAN I GET DEM DIGITS, POPPY CAN I GET DEM DIGITS?!
haha sweet song.


Ok so here goes nothing!! my rents are at that damn sex assembly. there can only be one possible outcome which im sure we all know of. its gonna end up just like that damn drug assembly. they are going to come home and will have to Talk to me and will think that i am having sex because "according to the recent studies, over 70% of juniors and seniors are engaging in sexual intercourse" ok so i made that up, but thats probably what they shall be telling them. at least i wont have to lie as much when we have to talk about this assembly because i am some what more innocent in this subject. naaw'mean? fasho.

hahah daniela ya lucky bitch tonight. damn me and not having anyone to call up tonight. Ooh well. i havent had a nice evening to myself in a while where i just sit on my ass, do nothing, crack up the bass all the way and bump to my crazy tunes. then ill probably go play piano and sing my heart out to some something corporate songs or something like that. but mainly ill just waste all my time away online. yay!


my car wasnt ready today :( hopefully tomorrow.

yay my brother flys home tomrrow!! i want to go with my mom to pick him up thursday after unity day. that lucky ass is gonna be all tan and shit from playing in fiji for a damn month!

i have an orthodontist appt tomorrow! i am finally going in after not having my retainer for 6 months. hopefully we shall find an alternative to getting braces again. i dont think my case is that extreme nor that braces shall be necessary. hopefully they can just give me a new retainer that they can tighten from time to time. pray for me though. i dont want to go through braces again!!!!

letter writing was fun today. felt good. wrote one to abbey. wasnt really all that deep, but nevertheless i hope she enjoys it. i do miss her.

alrighty byee.

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this weekend was so long and went by sooo slow and i loved that!
Friday: last final was easy. man that breakfast was delicious! and so cheap, we gotta do that again!
ryan is the worst driver! haha i dont even remember how many times we had to make U turns that night. it was crazy.
hahah that sing-a-long was so funny! in the steves pizza parking lot. i was in adams car with ryan adam franco julian and someone else i dont know who and franco starts singing spice girls and the guys knew EVERY SINGLE WORD!! hahah
i was glad steve came and played with us.
karlys house was chill. hahah never even left the couch it was so damn comfortable and i was hella tired. steve and i however could not figure out a way to steal the couch undectected, sadly we couldnt figure a way to get it out the door.
adrian dropped me off at home. couldnt spend the night with them sadly. oh well, i was hella tired and came home and went to bed by like 1230 Max, yesss.
saturday: uhh slept in, umm looked at cars with my mom i believe? then went downtown with smelly and greg. we held gregs hands while he got his ears stretched. haha
then we went over to andrews, i drove myself! yikes! hahah i went on the freeway by myself!! AHH! but yea, made it there in one piece. hung out there. haha that was cool. passed on the best cd to andrews bro nick. drove home hahah kinda got lost...well more like turned the wrong way onto fairoaks got all turned around. i dont know how i did that. haha stupid. but yet again, made it home in one piece. couldnt go out to folsom so i was home by like 930. ahah.
sunday: slepptt in. invited matt brown! over. steve came over too. we did absolutely nothing for hours! hahah. went down to the park/river. matt made this funny video of steve on the way back. came back to my house. did more nothing. daniela and adrian came over. we went to coldstone, aand adrian, the lactose intolerant person ate so much ice cream!! hahaha
back to my house.
did nothing...
then everyone left. haha that was about it.
monday: slept it, went to see 'in good company' it was kinda disappointing in the end. haha i like topher grace though. everytime i see him though i just always think of him in that 70s show.
durrrgh still debating cars with the parentals. hopefully soon though.
man i need to get some ass soon. but i just dont know who with anymore! who the fuck is there?! ahhh. hmm ill find someone..
damn why must he be with that dumb slut....haha. psssh think of all the better ass he could be getting here. hahahah jk....well, ok im not kidding. lol. i swear he hangs out wiht me more than he does with her. haha. but then again, i could be wrong.

meh school tomomrrow!
no more choir!!! NOOOOOO WWHHYYYY GOD WHYYY!??! hahaha
yay no more church history!!!

gah. thats about it.

night kids.

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yea so i havent studied yet.
dunno if im going to. ehhh
it should be pretty simple.

the oc was good tonight! hahah so yea, like i totally got the 'featured artist's' cd like LAst year. hahah PAH

laaa deee da

DGKfive5 (9:10:49 PM): yea im a thug and i got lots of fans
DGKfive5 (9:10:51 PM): and i bang bitches in kictens liek pots and pans

hahahha thats hella funny

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yelloo
so yea im not stressed about finals.
i probably should be
..like a lot.
after all it is junior year.
haha i was tempted to go to bed, but then i was thinking that i need to study for history and then i remember that i have an 80.0% in that class so i really need to study! ahh yikes. damn all my grades are borderline too.
i have to retake that damn choir thing. hahah dora and lindsay got kicked outta the last day of choir.
umm im excited for friday. haha but what are we gonna do?!
yay shopping with my mom this weekendd.
and she said were gonna go look at cars WithOUT my dad cuz well do better that way. hahaha sweet. although its not like we could buy one without my dad there..or at least my mom would have to get my dads opinion first...so this is just drawing out the process! ahh darn. oh well. at least i shall be getting one. woo hoo!
haha lately ive been listening to a lot of hip hop and dub. haha its great. well that and a SHIT load of something corporate. i just cant stop listening to them.
so i dont get it? like he calls me every night around 10 and thats cool and everything, but EVerytime, she calls on the otherline and hes immediately like 'Oh i gotta go! this hot chicks on the other line!' i mean, i dont get it if he calls to talk to me and then just hangs up like seriously within 5 mins whats the point. we barely even get past a 'how was your day?' i dunno that was just pissing me off a bit. haha but I DONT CARE. ok well maybe it pisses me off a little when he wastes my valuable minutes on a pointless phone call haha. well i guess i just cant expect to come first anymore. but i mean, friends before fucks right? eh whatever. im whining about this way too much. "just let it gooo"
CHILL
EVERYONE JUST CHILL
i still need to talk to abbey. i miss her.

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its pretty nice comming home early H block.
haha you suckers still have a good 10 minutes of class.
next semester its gonna be h block party all over again! well..i hope, cuz after all, then dora and jenna shall have it free tooo. but then jenna will prolly just drive home and little one will leave me like usual. so hopefully ill have a car by then and dora and i can go and get balloons legally. hahah


sooo..I DONT CARE ANYMORE!!! hahah that still feels so good smelly. but no really, call me up whenever, try to make me jealous. haha whatever, its all good homie. DON HATE THE PLAYA, HATE THE GAME! haha i dont really know what that has to do with anything.


goddammt why must he have a gf. grr hes soo cute too! ahh and funny. hehe but NO, i dont have a crush! err i dont want one..i just wanna bone. hahah. yeeea

man im gonna miss my bro. gone for fiji for like the whooole month. hopefully i shall receive some nice drunken long distance phone calls. i hope the tsunamis dont get him..oh gosh that is terrible.

i really hope this week continues going as fast as today did. i really do. i dont want to study. i dont think im gonna study until the night before each final. i think thats a good method. haha oh well. crap i should be motivated. these grades count for so much. yikes!

alrighty i dont know what else.
haha enjoy the rest of the 4 minutes of classsss. haha
bye

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:( there goes my perfect attendance....dammit. i was looking forward to that medal senior year. i would have made myself go to school if i just had a slight fever..however i had a temperature or 104. yikes. i hope this is just like the flu or something.
however the ammount of sleep i have gotten is simple glorious. i dont even nkow how ive been able to sleep that much. i hate it how i am incredibly thirsty, and that a huge glass of ice water sounds soo thirst quenching, however when i drink it all, it doesnt help! i dont get it.
i hate being sick this close to finals

gosh darn those khaki pants smelly. im sowwee

meh i dont know what else to say.

hope you are all having a nice day at escuela.

ok so im gonna try talking to abbey when im back at school. haha to make sure she hasnt forgotten our bonding experience.

bye guys

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HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

wow it sure has been a while!
ny was fun. cold, but fun.
christmas was nice. got reason so i shall soon be putting out my phat beats. haha you just wait.
new years was fun! i hope my parents didnt talk to ellies mom or danielas about it too much cuz then she shall find out we really werent home at 1130. hahaha
haha girlfriends are just obstacles. pAh. mwhaha
oh my adrian is just too much for me while shes in an altered state. haha
my cherios taste like alcohol. wtf?
i dont know what else
i love ellies house!

byee

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helloo

umm i dont know really what to update on, haha ive forgotten what has happened this week.

talent show was alright. YAY AN-NHIEN!!! that was so beautiful! as was a capella. just lovely, i wish i was talented like that.
friday night was pretty fun. wish i could have stayed the night. haha that was goood stuff though. muy bein. or is it bien haha i dont know espanol. hahaha greg is just hilarious, i love that guy so much. hahahaha so many funny/good memories of greg under the influence

tonight had family xmas party. bonded with my cousin pat whom i havent seen in hella days. hes really cool. hahah told me about the 'ska scene' that he used to be so in to and told me about the underground hip hop he likes. hahah and he admitted that he went to the justified stripped tour too! so yea, had a drink with him and my brother. that was nice

LEAVE FOR NEW YORK IN LIKE 6 HOURS! im excited. cept its gonna be sooo cold. im sitting next to my bro on the plane..hehe all the drinks are free. mwhaha shwing.
i will miss you guys :( pray that i make it there safely haha and no one bombs our plane. that would be saaaaddd. but if it happens then you guys can come to my house and break in and open all of my christmas presents. haha. well yea, i dont know what else to say, ill see you guys when i get home! ill be back the 23rd. byeee guys, i love you!

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HELLOO
well i know this is a little late but, TWISTED CHRISTMAS WAS AMAZING, THEEE BEST!
i had so much fun. it was so much fun in the pit for the used and tbs. ahhh i love singing along with them. tbs was a really good performace and i loved singing to them, however their stage presence couldnt quite compare to the used. bert knows how to put on a show. although it was tight watching adam toss around his mic with those crazy mic tossing skills. haha im even sore-er today. this year sucked for crowd surfing.too many damn little girls in the front that couldnt catch you....therefore i was dropped Flat on my back. haha didnt hurt as much as i thought it would.
I LOVE QUINN AND BERT!! haha
twas such a fun time. im glad daniela found chelsea adrian and me during blue and yellow!! yay.
im so glad greg came too!
hahah popcorn party in the parking lot! haha those were fun times out at adams car. "its a hookah" -"a WHO?!" hahaha big black security gaurd.
yum food was delicious after. got home at like 12:20. my mom was a little upset.
haha christmas concert was excellent..hahah. i was surprised i wasnt laughing the whole time!. AHAHAH LINDSAYS CRACK WHORE MAKEUP. hahah that was funny.
hahah then dora david and i rushed over to the best tomrrow show! WE GOT THERE FOR THE LAST 2 SONGS! yay! at least we didtn have to pay!
what a surprise, eric weldon was there! haha
hahahah i took matt's plankton watch, then told him that the band wouldnt flip so i threw it down the hill and he believed me, while the whole time i just had it on my wrist.
those damn girls. that is just plain stupid. know your limits. god dammit. poor smelly. that really sucks.
spent the night at doras. played at claires for a while. haha those kids are funny.
watched some of american pie 2. haha its nice to just watch at movie where you dont have to think at ALL every once in a while.
alrighty well thats it. i really need to learn spanish. haha
byeee

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i liked cathy today. made me see things differently. haha my parents are gonna be surprised at how its all gonna be turned around on them when they come in with me next week. heh.
sometimes i wonder if i have a very small case of bipolar whatever? i dont know. just sometimes.
so my mom says "well i think we really just need to get you a car" Ahaha yay!!!!!!!
so yea.
i love nip/tuck.
i started studying for the spanish final.
i still need to do my theology paper.
i need to finish my term paper.
gah. i hate school.
my parents are off christmas shopping. yay house to myself. yay all the tv and online i want.
yea thats about it.
bye.

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